But what is deconditioning?
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Deconditioning is a seven year+ process where you go through noticing and burning off layers of what you call self. Seeing what is you, inherently, and not, anymore, putting power to what is not. Ok. So you may work in a job you don't like, you may be in a relationship you don't want to be in, you may live in a place where your entire existence just may not be valued and accepted. All good. Notice it. Go deeper. Look at your Human Design System birth chart. Figure out the specifics that describe you, and those that describe what is not you. Notice getting closer and closer to your true self by following your unique strategy and honouring your authority. And! reducing the amount of time, value, importance, power you give to your not self.
you now = a mix of self, not self, most likely more not self that self
you after being met with the deconditioning process = getting close to core of who you are, reducing resistance, feeling confident in just being in the world, as yourself, regardless of the life situation you're in.
There are no such thing as what you are supposed to do, be, wear, behave like. Abandon thinking there is a need for you to live by anyone else's standards. You clean yourself off of the dirt you accumulated over the years, and see that glowing diamond shine away.
Will life present itself with difficulties still? Yes
Will you be forever happy and have your soul saved in order to go clean into eternity? No
Will you get closer to feeling at home in your own body and meet other individuals consciously walking a path of continuous self discovery and self awareness? Absolutely
Will you feel safer existing and expressing yourself? Of course
Will you start seeing the meaning of your existence and be closer to finding purpose? Definitely
Is it going to look similar to anyone else's process? No. You get to have your own. You get to GET YOUR LIFE BACK!
Now wouldn't that be nice? To not have to pretend, to, yes, be met with peoples minds convincing you to jump back into how `things are supposed to be done`. But be firm enough in where you stand, who you are - to not be shaken off of the core of your being. To gain this magical thing. Love. Love for self. Love and respect for who you are. And swim in the integrity of you. Fuck if that isn´t literally the best thing ever!
Or maybe I'm just insane, out of mind, crazy, a freak, a weirdo. Either way. I love me. Subscribe, dear. Check out my other videos, website, Facebook posts, poetry, Spotify playlists and more. I'm waiting for you to wake up to the time and place where you just can't not give yourself a chance to BE YOU!
