Yeah but this could always go deeper, observing instead of pushing the pace, allowing movement to carry you to the next transition. Enjoying adversity.

Link to my chart

My plan looked like this: pick a human who seems like someone who might inspire change, bend my current state and dictate transformation. Not necessarily on purpose, but I guess I'd sense, they could, potentially, have that indirect impact on me.

Yes, obviously, energetically, but also, it helped if they seemed like they were a master of their specifics, or at least good at selling themselves at being a master. Spiritual, scientific, technical, magical, mystical, black, red, yellow, purple, round, pointy - doesn't matter. Mostly also being surprised by who I picked myself, yet it ended up making sense when I took time to reflect back on the process.

These are humans, organisations, representatives, teachers, masters, cells filled with interesting and colourful matter that I bumped into. And who helped me develop into, through a lot of trial and error, the forever student, with a splash of them, as well as the environment I was directly surrounded and impacted by, who, writes this stuff down, right now. I like long, semi-confusing sentences. I like the idea of the reader getting lost. And finding their individual meaning in them. So get lost. Find it. 

Here they are:  

* first reading mix of mayan astrology and human design system, mostly Mayan astrology, Kelly Roland

*qhht practicioner 1 online training 

*First human design system reading January 2019, John Martin 

*LYD, Rave ABC, Rave Cartography + three session with John Martin; January - May 2019

*QHHT practitioner certification (jan-mar 19)

*Session with Sjef Romijin on reflectors and tracking transits, planets, how they interact with my chart (march 2019)

*Session with Matt Reis 

*Session Pilar Lesko 

*Mayan astrology facilitator training, with Kelly Roland (apr-aug 19)

*LYD with Devon Wright Oct- nov 2019

*Practical testing through staying in 5 different communities in Europe and Asia (jul 19 - feb 20)

  *Randijk bamboe hoveniers

  *Vlierhof

  *Baby Elephant Farm Hyderabad india

  *No name free hostel conscious community, Goa, India 

  *Daruma, farm, international school, integrational, bangh phra Thailand 

*Permaculture Design Certificate from Daruma, Thailand (Neil Willman)

(* testing learned intellectual and practical knowledge in a foreign country, working in an organisation, phisical work. Because of then limited knowledge of foreign speaking language - communicating with all other senses at first, felling like s newborn and child learning how to function in the world while having the knowledge somewhere in the back of my head as safe haven, but consciously taking in as much conditioning as possible in order to be able to do the proper cleaning and gain ability to discern with extreme precision between self and not self,)

* participation in Organisational Culture Certification Hofstede (March 21 to January 22),

*Theresa Blanding Saturn return reading June 21, 

*John on Penta session july 21

*SX TECH HYBRID CONFERENCE ,Oct 2021 

*Astrocartography session Kelly Roland june 22

*Alok Saturn return session (may 22)

*Flying high with Mia Bar Altshuler jun jul 22

*Reid Mihalko SG Professional Social Media Deep Dive for Sex Geeks (aug 22)

*Ayla Verheijen introductory session (Aug 22)

*Elad Sky session (Sep 22)