This is now. the dream.
Beginning in this shock of sensation, going on the intellectual path of figuring out this system, erasing mental knowledge and letting my body move to very unusual places and going fully into sensual experience of the world - but losing the ability to verbalize those experiences… to going back to a physical source of the location of the first meetup with design, and integrating both. Weaving mental and physical into a soup of balanced products, visible to the eye. Going from hiding in the shack, studying self and world, to opening up the doors, letting the sun in and opening the shop. Creating offerings, art, education, colour. And seducing people walking by: to stop and stay with me and invite me to share.
As they provide the appropriate energetic exchange for my presence given to them. Duh.